Honestly I have gone through my whole life feeling unloved. My dad wasn't ever really there and that killed me inside. I felt like he never really loved which caused me to feel worthless and unloved. That feeling disappeared Spring Break of 2013.
I spent my past week rehearsing for Les Miz from 9-5 everyday. Sounds awful but it was actually amazing. At the end of the day today we all broke out in tears. We had created a family. My family was lacking to say the least and God showed me that family doesn't have to be "blood". Feeling everyone's hug was just so special. You can find love anywhere. God gives you certain people in our lives for a reason. I have met and gotten close to a few people in my cast that have changed everything for me. They are such a support and I love them so much. Also, my other "family" includes my best friend, a group of girls from school, my vocal teacher, the amazing people at Younglife, and my consoler. My mom is an angel sent from God and tries her hardest but they are still days where I miss my dad, brother, and just wishing I had my old family back. Thank you to everyone who has supported me! God truly is love.