Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Hot Mess

In all honest, right now I'm a hot mess. My heart is broken, I'm hurt, and crying nonstop. But something really important I've learned over the years... It's okay not to be okay. Yes, right now there is darkness but I see the light at the end of the tunnel. I'm still here breathing this beautiful air. God is looking down on me, smiling, and saying "Look at my fighter. Isn't she beautiful." He is looking down at you and saying the same exact thing.


  1. I've read all 6 blog posts you've posted so far. you are beautiful. if i've never met you, id say the same. You are a fighter. but really you are the child who runs beneath her fathers arms. its the picture i get when I read your words of pain and suffering but also triumph and hope. Yes you are raw and real. But its not you at all, there's a moment in your blogs where you feel desperation and then suddenly, as if it were all at once, peace. the moment He sweeps you up. its beautiful. Im sorry you feel this angst. But mostly I am proud and challenged. You are the woman pushing God where he belongs and shouting from the rooftops that he is healer, saviour, and father. He fights for you. Never succumb to the hardships. He is shaping you to become his disciple.
    Nothing is for nothing.

  2. Thank you so much Megan. Honestly you were such an important part of my journey and I want to thank you for all that you have done! I completely agree that this is ALL God and I will continue to push on for Him.


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